How do I heal??

feeds@yuku.com (krazy1972) — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 01:02:40 GMT

I have no idea how to begin to heal after the loss of my baby boy, Ace. He was 35wks and should have been able to survive even that early. We had genetic testing on him after he passed, and we just found out he was "normal" (doctors words). The placenta was examined too and nothing was abnormal with it. I wanted to make sure it didn't separate too early, since Ace was oxygen deprived during delivery. I have discussed what happened with Ace's delivery, and the...

Memorial Picnic

feeds@yuku.com (Hipmommy) — Tue, 24 Jun 2008 21:00:42 GMT

The MOM Project hosted our first memorial picnic last Saturday. Everyone had such a great time, with lots of food, games and a balloon release. It is so nice to be able to do these things for other people!! Here are a few pics:

D&C today

feeds@yuku.com (gkmt50) — Wed, 14 May 2008 19:48:06 GMT

Well, I was sedated and didn't feel a thing of course. The lady trying to do my IV pissed me off, and I cried just a bit before they took me down to the ER. They asked me if I was comfortable and that was the last thing I remember before I went under. Just a little crampy, very little bleeding. I'm sad of course, but doing ok. I am just really glad I have this board and my friends here. It has helped a lot.

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Very soon

feeds@yuku.com (Padme Marie) — Sat, 10 May 2008 20:17:21 GMT

my Liam will have been gone a year....on the 22nd. In a way I can not believe it has been that long, because it does not feel that long for me. They say it takes on average about 2 years to get to feeling normal. But on the day I am going to go and see him and bring him some flowers.

Some Scriptures that can help in the hard times.

feeds@yuku.com (sandradenise) — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:28:58 GMT

Don't worry about anything, but pray about everything. With thankful hearts offer up your prayers and requests to God. Then, because you belong to Christ Jesus, God will bless you with peace that no one can completely understand. And this peace will control the way you think and feel. Phil. 4:6,7

God will bless you, if you don't give up when your faith is being tested. He will reward you with a glorious life, just as He rewards everyone who loves Him. James 1:12

I...

Today was one of my due dates

feeds@yuku.com (tinkerbelle2485) — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 12:14:24 GMT

As I sit here today I should be holding my baby boy. He was due either 3/9 or 3/16 depending on what you went by.
He left us way to soon. And it was NOT meant to be and it did NOT happen for a reason, it just happened. We
were unlucky. And we miss him so much!

And we are once again headed down a long road of heartache and infertility. I hope that in the next year we will be holding our second child and be able to take them home with us!

I feel guilty again

feeds@yuku.com (Padme Marie) — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 19:15:36 GMT

I feel guilty and some how that I am disloyal to Liam for wanting another baby and trying for another baby. Is this ? Did anyone else feel this way?? I have not told my family about trying again because my mom would be MAD. She says it would be risking my life.

Christian Song about the Loss of a Child

feeds@yuku.com (tabake) — Sun, 02 Mar 2008 15:01:59 GMT

HELD...by Natalie Grant
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Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What...

my 1st Angels Due date is tomorrow...

feeds@yuku.com (AnnMarie from liverpool uk) — Wed, 30 Jan 2008 13:12:11 GMT

he/she would have been 6years old...i miscarried on July 10th 2001 at 10.5weeks was Due 31st Jan 2002...

Miss you baby...

Love and Hugs x x xx

Today was my due date

feeds@yuku.com (hunycomb) — Tue, 18 Dec 2007 12:52:11 GMT

Today my baby girl would have been due. I miss her so much. I lost her 5 months ago and on top of it AF showed up today of all days.

Christmas

feeds@yuku.com (Padme Marie) — Sun, 02 Dec 2007 16:35:19 GMT

This is going to be a really hard Christmas for us...,missing our angel when he should have been here.

Today Liam would have been

feeds@yuku.com (Padme Marie) — Thu, 22 Nov 2007 16:10:35 GMT

born and it is 6 months since he went to heaven.

tomorrow...

feeds@yuku.com (bebe2006) — Tue, 20 Nov 2007 20:58:50 GMT

Tomorrow (11/21/07) is the anniversary of my angel's due date- he'd be one year old...

Happy 1st Birthday Sweetheart, we miss you and love you very much!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
LOVE,
Mommy, Daddy and Mischa

I just had another loss

feeds@yuku.com (sandradenise) — Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:39:36 GMT

Hi Ladies,

I just had another miscarriage. I now have three angels in heaven watching over me and I feel sad but okay. I am holding fast to my faith and thought it was fitting to show you a little prayer that I got via email that I feel encompasses my feelings today.

Dear God,

I want to thank You for what you have already done. I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards; I am thanking you...

Is a chemical pregnancy

feeds@yuku.com (stevenslilangel) — Sat, 17 Nov 2007 03:15:26 GMT

considered a miscarriage? It happened 3 weeks ago now for me and I still just can't get over it. I wonder if I am silly for being upset because it wasn't technically a "pregnancy" ...or was it? It sure felt like one even if it was just for less than a week. I feel like it was a "loss" but not sure if a chemical pregnancy is technically called a "loss". At least I know I CAN get pregnant cause after TTC all those years (3 years) I started to think I...

M/C using Cyrotec (sp?)... updated

feeds@yuku.com (rockymtnbaby) — Wed, 31 Oct 2007 07:33:22 GMT

(FYI... I used to be Rockymtngirl... but with the Yuku switch I had to change my user name for some reason. So I'm actually a C/S oldie)

I was diagnosed as having my 4th m/c last Friday and my RE gave me a drug called Cyrotec (I think I have the spelling of that correct) to take to induce bleeding. I took it on Friday, bled heavy for about 1/2 the day on Saturday and then it lightened up to stopping by Sunday. I knew it couldn't be THAT easy, so I called on Monday and an u/s...

Our Birth Story Gabriel Lynn

feeds@yuku.com (tinkerbelle2485) — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:14:15 GMT

Gabriel Lynn

On October 23, 2007 at 7:40 am I woke up feeling a little uncomfortable. Only a few minutes later I felt a pop and a gush of fluid. My water had broken, but how I am only 19weeks and 2 days. I paged my doctor and got up to get ready to go the ER, only when I stood there was blood. I was horrified, I started bawling just...

5 Months

feeds@yuku.com (Padme Marie) — Mon, 22 Oct 2007 07:52:51 GMT

And I still miss just as damned much as that day. Once again I did not sleep all night. Maybe it does not help that he died on the number date he was supposed to be born,May 22....Nov 22. For a while I thought I was a little better but maybe I was delusional. As the time when he was supposed to be born gets near I am worse and cry my head off...it is terrible I am a disaster.

5 years ago today.

feeds@yuku.com (lil squirt) — Wed, 17 Oct 2007 18:52:26 GMT

5 years ago today I was SOOOOO excited to be going for my first Ultra Sound. I was going to see my baby for the first time. I was 13 weeks Pregnant.

We went in and Marko had to wait in the waiting room. The usual policy there. Once the Ultra Sound is done, they bring the dad's back to see.

She put the U/S down on my belly and looked around. I couldn't see the screen but I could see her face. I know something was wrong. Then she asked me when my last LMP was and if...

October 15th - letter from the President

feeds@yuku.com (shay7474) — Thu, 11 Oct 2007 15:45:02 GMT

I am on a email list for Remembering Our Babies, and just got this and thought it was worth sharing. I know that not everyone cares for our President, but it's a very kind letter.

Coping with Loss