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Well, I was sedated and didn't feel a thing of course. The lady trying to do my IV pissed me off, and I cried just a bit before they took me down to the ER. They asked me if I was comfortable and that was the last thing I remember before I went under. Just a little crampy, very little bleeding. I'm sad of course, but doing ok. I am just really glad I have this board and my friends here. It has helped a lot.

I'm not sure if it's "normal" but one of the saddest things for me is going to be the wait to try again. I feel like that's something wrong with me for not being more sad about losing this one, than just worrying about trying again. That is what I am feeling though, right or wrong.

They say it will be a week to get the tissue test back to see if there was anything abnormal in the cells themselves (ie cancerous or something ) but 4 weeks for the karyotype to see if there was a genetic issue. I'm not sure if that is important but maybe... if that is the case maybe we will have to choose to do IVF & PGD or maybe just a fluke, who knows.

For those who haven't followed the story, mostly since I wasn't talking much about it... we did injectables + IUI a few months, in March we did it on the 20th, Good Friday. Then I found out I was pregnant around April 4th. The three betas were fine! First u/s showed normally but at 7w scan the baby showed 6w, but with a heartbeat. That sort of prepared me for the worst. We did another scan on Monday at 9w3d and the baby's heart had stopped and growth showed at 7w. I opted for the D&C because I didn't think I could handle the wait and I wanted to do the testing on the tissue.

Thanks for reading.